even when my world feels like collapsing and when I want to respond in hate,

You God know how to soften my heart, and strengthen my faith.

Oh my what a beautiful king! who attentively pursues and loves so intricately.

I'm amazed at who you are,

and I know you are watching

when I'm down on my knees with tears streaming down my face,

crying because I feel so far from your love and grace,

Your sweet heart it teaching me you are for me and not against me

even when I start believing lies and fail so frequently

its hard to believe your not disgusted.

with all that you are, Your a God in Love.