i feel everything trying to protrude. my dreams are not even comfortable in my own skin.
my spirit keeps leaping. but I've put my heart on a short leash..
I wonder if anyone around me can feel everything inside me trying to get out?
I'm worried the longing in my heart will start producing a signal that someone might pick up on.

the ribbons holding me together i think are about to give way,

& I am about to burst.

all the goodness and all the ugliness isn't mixing and i'm pretty sure im having an allergic reaction. .

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