Dear Heavenly Father, thankyou for your grace. Your forgiveness is So good that I struggle with believing it at times. Thankyou for rescueing me from myself & giving me your Holy Spirit. Don't even quit pursueing me. I need you.
Your Love is Better than Life.


your heart and its magnetism, to the melodys in my soul. my stances and moments you take my breath away. in awe. why did you give a catapillar 228 muscles inside of its head? why would you choose me to dance when i chose to be dead. Really? REALLY? Lord, how are you SooO IN LOVE with someone who won't talk back, when ive given up but still felt attached, to your holy spirit that lifts me up and kisses my face, I know Lord, I KNOW that place. its the tickles of your beard across my cheeks i shouldnt of felt, because my flesh is weak. BUT BUt But BUT you Lord gave me your all. aaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllllllllllll the time, You even tell me "you are mine" & when i argue,, you love on me. & show me your the only place i need to be, . FATHER GOD i dont understand why you dont treat me like im a fool, you know more than I and just love me even when I dont do as I should. Oh MY GOD its hard to imagine my ways of thinking are unraveling. WOW lord. i ran out of things to say. Cause everything I do you WONT TURN AWAY.
help me listen lord help me stay. Lord I never want to be the same. It can't go back to the way things were, YOUR love touched me wWAYYY more than I deserved.